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Tuesday, July 3, 2007
2:36PM
Maria Mena - He is hurting me
I've never been confronted with my own thouhts They don't bother me when I'm alone Can you come over save me, because he won't stop Now get him off his fucking throne Caution the floor's wet in here, been crying I don't know why he seems convinced I'm lying I don't know what he's capable of doing but he's hurting me
It's not his fault I made him lose his temper I should know better not to talk to loud There's no one out there who could love me better I'm not like you, you are too proud
Caution the floor's wet in here been crying I don't know why he seems convinced I'm lying I don't know what he's capable of doing but he's hurting me
Don't leave me Please believe me Baby there is I can explain Please love me Please need me.
I've never been confronted with m own thoughts They don't bother me when I'm alone Can you come over save me, because he won't stop Now get him off his fucking throne.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Es war doch so schön. Warum?
i recall a friend of mine with a tear in my eye i stand here at the altar he´s out i´m left with a problem now i´m here on earth left with the pain look what you´ve done you should have called
flip a coin,flip a coin,flip a coin yeah heads i win tails you loose flip a coin,flip a coin,flip a coin yeah heads i win tails you loose
sorry i couldn´t help take it back sorry i didn´t help well f... you,you could have called what about us what about me what about the years i spend pampering your ass running here running there 'oh i´m so great,i´m so great, i´m so fine,i´m so fine' you lied you promised to give your family a break from your blows look at the sad faces you´ve left behind now i let you down? no you let me down i got a family to feed you got a little kid yourself you know what i mean? you were supposed to stay no one gave you the right to take your life that way
flip a coin...
halle halle halle halle halle halleluya
i feel hate,i feel pain i feel cold i feel ashamed where´s the father you should have been to your daughter? sad news,sad days where are you now? talk to me come on talk to me i know you can hear me why brother why?
flip a coin...
halle...
you could have gone a diffrent way...
Ich bin explodiert. In roten Farben. Ist das besser? Mir wären die schwarzen lieber. Auch wenn ich mich nie trauen werde. Selbst dafür bin ich zu feige. Ich habe keine Berechtigung, auf dieser Welt zu leben. Wirklich keine.
Monday, May 15, 2006
10:15AM
Dies Blog ist mein zweites, mein erstes ist unter adanna zu finden. Dort berichte ich über mein Leben, meinen Alltag, meine Sorgen, meinen Stress. In diesem sind meine Gedanken zu finden, mein Allerheiligstes, Gedanken, über Dinge, die ich mich oft nicht laut auszusprechen traue und darum dieses Blog gegründet habe. Es sind nur Gedanken, keine dazu gehörigen Geschichten. Verständlich, dass deshalb nur Friends Only! Es ist wohl am besten, auf beiden meiner Freundeslisten zu gehören, dann ist mein Leben und mein Geschreibsel vielleicht am ehesten zu verstehen.
Friday, April 28, 2006
Mein zweites Journal! Ich möchte es für meine Gedanken nutzen. Und nur für die. Das heißt, es wird vielleicht sehr verwirrend, vielleicht auch nicht. Mal schauen. Zumindest sehr persönlich. Darum schaue ich hier auch sehr stark, wer alles drauf sein wird und wer nicht Mein anderes Journal, in dem ich mehr über mein Leben berichte: adanna.
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