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Tuesday, July 3, 2007

2:36PM

Maria Mena - He is hurting me

I've never been confronted with my own thouhts
They don't bother me when I'm alone
Can you come over save me, because he won't stop
Now get him off his fucking throne
Caution the floor's wet in here, been crying
I don't know why he seems convinced I'm lying
I don't know what he's capable of doing
but he's hurting me

It's not his fault I made him lose his temper
I should know better not to talk to loud
There's no one out there who could love me better
I'm not like you, you are too proud

Caution the floor's wet in here been crying
I don't know why he seems convinced I'm lying
I don't know what he's capable of doing
but he's hurting me

Don't leave me
Please believe me
Baby there is
I can explain
Please love me
Please need me.

I've never been confronted with m own thoughts
They don't bother me when I'm alone
Can you come over save me, because he won't stop
Now get him off his fucking throne.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

4:39PM - Warum? Verflucht nochmal.

Es war doch so schön. Warum?

i recall a friend of mine
with a tear in my eye
i stand here at the altar
he´s out
i´m left with a problem now
i´m here on earth left with the pain
look what you´ve done
you should have called

flip a coin,flip a coin,flip a coin
yeah heads i win tails
you loose
flip a coin,flip a coin,flip a coin
yeah heads i win tails
you loose

sorry i couldn´t help
take it back
sorry i didn´t help
well f... you,you could have called
what about us what about me
what about the years i spend pampering your ass
running here running there
'oh i´m so great,i´m so great,
i´m so fine,i´m so fine'
you lied
you promised to give your family a break
from your blows
look at the sad faces you´ve left behind now
i let you down?
no you let me down
i got a family to feed
you got a little kid yourself
you know what i mean?
you were supposed to stay
no one gave you the right to take your life that way

flip a coin...

halle halle halle
halle halle halleluya

i feel hate,i feel pain
i feel cold i feel ashamed
where´s the father you should have been to your daughter?
sad news,sad days
where are you now?
talk to me come on talk to me
i know you can hear me
why brother why?

flip a coin...

halle...

you could have gone a diffrent way...


Ich bin explodiert. In roten Farben. Ist das besser? Mir wären die schwarzen lieber. Auch wenn ich mich nie trauen werde. Selbst dafür bin ich zu feige. Ich habe keine Berechtigung, auf dieser Welt zu leben. Wirklich keine.

Monday, May 15, 2006

10:15AM

Dies Blog ist mein zweites, mein erstes ist unter [info]adanna zu finden. Dort berichte ich über mein Leben, meinen Alltag, meine Sorgen, meinen Stress. In diesem sind meine Gedanken zu finden, mein Allerheiligstes, Gedanken, über Dinge, die ich mich oft nicht laut auszusprechen traue und darum dieses Blog gegründet habe. Es sind nur Gedanken, keine dazu gehörigen Geschichten.
Verständlich, dass deshalb nur Friends Only!
Es ist wohl am besten, auf beiden meiner Freundeslisten zu gehören, dann ist mein Leben und mein Geschreibsel vielleicht am ehesten zu verstehen.

Friday, April 28, 2006

9:43PM - Hallo!

Mein zweites Journal!
Ich möchte es für meine Gedanken nutzen. Und nur für die. Das heißt, es wird vielleicht sehr verwirrend, vielleicht auch nicht. Mal schauen. Zumindest sehr persönlich. Darum schaue ich hier auch sehr stark, wer alles drauf sein wird und wer nicht
Mein anderes Journal, in dem ich mehr über mein Leben berichte: [info]adanna.

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